In Memory of Nicky

For many years now, I have pondered how I would handle having to make the decision I recently made, and never in my wildest imagination was it ever this tough. My gut still hurts and the tears continue to flow just writing this letter. I still find myself thinking I hear him, or I hesitate a moment before shutting a door thinking he's still just a couple of steps behind me.

I've never had a smarter, more devoted dog. Nick barely survived my two pregnancies, as in his devotion, he would get up and go to the bathroom with me all night long -- up until I delivered. He was so tired he would walk into walls, but his loyalty would not allow him to remain sleeping two feet away. If I got up, he had to escort me. He nervously watched over my girls and fretted right along with me when they were unhappy or crying. He accompanied us on almost all of our vacations and trips to various Grandmas' houses. He took a great deal of pride in being my friend and part of the family. When I needed comfort, I could sit on the floor and ask for a hug. Nicky would come over and lay his head on my chest and lean into me with all of his strength. What I would give for a hug right now!

I could not watch Nick suffer, and I owed him peace after all he has given to me. I know I did the right thing, and I know the day is coming when I will be able to remember him without crying. Nicky was the best companion a person could ever have, and he would be proud to know his death has been remembered in such an honorable fashion. Best wishes to you and your staff in continuing on with your wonderful work.

Joni, Des Moines, IA.
In memory of her dog, Nicky.

Nicky was cared for by Dr. Denhart and Dr. Grim of the Eastown Animal Hospital in Des Moines.